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Ancient Shadows

by Priscilla Hernandez

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Now I'm daring face my dream... dreaming
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Away 05:13
Memories fade Oh I just try to scream Noone may hear my cries It's so quiet in here But if my memories fade... memories fade... away... Away... Away... won't you take my pain away? Away... Away... won't you take my pain away? Oh if I try to scream don't leave me aching here! come to release me! Oh if I try to scream so loud you'd even hear Oh if I try to scream away! Tears I cannot save when I fall into the silence with its freezing voiceless songs (whispering) lower than a sigh Darling don't be afraid of this dreadful scary darkness it just tries to take your pain away Away... away... won't you take my pain away? Away... Away... to forget the grief that I once felt Oh if I try to scream don't leave me aching here! come to release me! Oh if I try to scream so loud you'd even hear Oh if I try to scream away! I wish I were safe back in my shell out beyond the furthest end far away
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Ancient shadow, come! I feel your spirit is around, I feel your cold breath on my cheeks! I am hopeless, in despair lift my head and see you're not there Once I saw your radiant face, I fell in love and lost my head Please, don't let me think you don't care Oh Ancient shadow, come to me! Whisper love words in my ears Sigh and sing and let me feel. Take away this hollow fear away from me Ancient shadow, come! Light this darkness, Come! Soar through the night on spectral wings!. Here's where my journey begins. Give to me the gift of light. Oh, Dream-weaver from the past, Heal my broken heart with your love. Once I saw your sparkling eyes, Freezing flames shining inside Trapped my soul within your sight Ancient shadow, come to me. Knock on my door. I'll let you in. Hold my hands, please don't leave me. Scratch my walls and let me know You're standing very close... to me Ancient shadow, come to me! Whisper love words in my ears. Oh, come back. Oh please don't leave me. Sigh and sing and let me feel. Take away this hollow fear away from me Ancient shadow, come! I'm still waiting, come! I'm still waiting! Ancient shadow come!
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You've become my sweet obsession Sometimes a gift, sometimes a curse I hear no other voice than yours Why do I feel so weak and so unsure... If I can ask for more? We both know certain feelings have no name But do we fight? or do we pray? Oh fate may bring another chance again! My heart explodes in joy then hesitates Feels like beating to death I won't question how long it may last But I wonder if you still care for me Let me worship all the time we have And remember you're always free to leave But if you go away from me Please let me think at least That if I lose all faith in myself You're there to believe in me If I lose all faith in myself You're there to believe in me
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Memories fade Oh I just try to scream Noone may hear my cries It's so quiet in here But if my memories fade... memories fade... away... Away... Away... won't you take my pain away? Away... Away... won't you take my pain away? Oh if I try to scream don't leave me aching here! come to release me! Oh if I try to scream so loud you'd even hear Oh if I try to scream away! Tears I cannot save when I fall into the silence with its freezing voiceless songs (whispering) lower than a sigh Darling don't be afraid of this dreadful scary darkness it just tries to take your pain away Away... away... won't you take my pain away? Away... Away... to forget the grief that I once felt Oh if I try to scream don't leave me aching here! come to release me! Oh if I try to scream so loud you'd even hear Oh if I try to scream away! I wish I were safe back in my shell out beyond the furthest end far away
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Beware ... Beware ... Go to find a safer place to rest When you hear the willow's hiss Beware if you dare dream neath its leaves Beware, go to find a safer place It mourns the forest that it once dwelt It mourns the birds that had left their nests And flew away ... When the willow sings half alive It releases all the pain it hides inside If you hear its song alone You fall sleep and your soul is gone This willow has bitter heart This willow has bitter soul So... Beware...
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Down here I hardly see the world through water lilies Rounded and edged distorted silhouettes Under the waters my graceful being suspended By a rope of weeds bound so tightly to my waist It's so silent down here I can only hear The hissing murmur of the distant river It's so freezing so cold come to me my dear, my dear... Won't you dare to break the glassy surface Of this shady pond? There's no reason to feel fear if your heart is wise and pure Are you afraid it is not? Where do you hide? Where do you go? Why do you run away? It seems it was ages ago I last saw the shining sky How many souls I may devour To become a dragonfly? And fly high Down here I hardly see the world through water lilies
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Nothing 04:07
There, if you're there you may be out there Oh There may be a way Please, be back to me! I wish, I wish I could die right now cos I cannot feel anything at all I wish, I wish I could die right now lay my back and rest now i sink so deep and I would sell my soul if you're back Oh I am nothing nothing but grief nothing you care about Oh there is nothing nothing but ghosts nothing but aching thoughts Oh I am nothing now that I am nothing for you Nothing nothing you miss nothing but silence nothing but me and there is nothing nothing but void nothing but anger and my lost hopes and there is nothing left now that I am nothing for you Oh I am nothing Now that I am nothing for you but you know... moths fly to light when they're blind in delight But you don't know... ...I feel like nothing... nothing
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Haunted 03:51
My crumbling walls groan and complain the ivory gleam is now turned to grey no steps on my dusty floors No one sleeps in the musty bed I feel alone and desolate Deprived of the splendour of the elder days my baleful halls... an ode to decay the piano still plays itself that off-key melody that makes the shadows dance and boil in that frantic ball Shelter of the nameless gods and ghostly shades the wild moan of wind warns I shall not be dwelt in… …in the starless... dismal nights... ... I am... haunted The garden grows wild the ivy crawled and hid all the gates and pallid blooms of rancid scent took place when roses withered away The abyss of nightmare lurks in each hole and things unseen behind every door but I cannot help but miss the laughter of children oh come again... cross the fence... to play with me (Hide and seek) All the yearning sins and secrets I may keep still invoke and build that hideous fantasy ah everyone knows... I am... haunted And centuries run... this rotten core will never fall down laid my foundations deep in the ground Defiant and silent I shall await.... while everyone says... I am... haunted
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Nightmare 03:37
You want me to fail But you can’t have me When darkness falls and creeps upon me half awake or half sleep may I ask you wistful wraith.... what do you long for? Shades with spider fingers cast a spell a curse that lingers but long ago I shed this nightmare to be forlorn (And when I deny you..) You appear before my eyes ... deceive me with your lies and drain my will to drink my tears... feast on my deepest fears You're coming in disguise pretending to be a friend and though I don't believe You still will come when all the lights get dim Vanish into oblivion go and leave me alone! Go back where you belong! Go! (gasping) I can’t move, I can’t shout my hands are tongue are tied with fright Without defense I cannot fight The horrid things that come at night But I see your shadow crawls like ink your cloak unfurls a cloud of rags as black as coal jumps over me to stain my soul! But you can't steal it from this shrine You can't take it cos it's mine You want me to fail... But you can't have it You're not real...! Go! When darkness falls ... And nightmare comes /ghostly whispers/ Liar, Deceiver I won't lie to you Stay the night with me. Haunt me Child, do not distrust me I'm forsaken, forgotten dream of me remains of myself ...Nightmare
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Fairy Tale 01:18
Instrumental
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Child of ours you remember us though we yearn to know will you tomorrow? Your spirit sour you were so sweet Now you're growing old and full of sorrow And time takes flight so fast the days of games and joy are gone in a blast The days we gaily glew like white stars in the dusk playing in the realms of twilight Ephemeral but true so wild and so sublime our shimmer crossed the sky and then started to fade Oh don't you miss now your invisible friends? Sweet child of ours you know we wish you well the time has come now to tell you fare thee well And when you feel your light dies down just call our name and we´ll be back to keep your blaze oh safe with us glowing again in the realms of twilight
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Lament 02:23
I moved the moon to grow the tides just to leave myself drifting in the waves And I devoured the light of sun made it black to blind my eyes and see what eyes can't see I'll break the root of every tree and spoil the life from seeds and curse lands to decay.... I'll make the rivers run back dry I can't find what I lost just pebbles, bones and dust No one stays... Nothing lasts... It aches, how deep it aches It hurts, how deep it hurts aches…
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I swear I’ve heard… the voice of the night It’s a gloomy place But I need to rest I’ve roamed away my entire life At the very end my old aching eyes Desert the day, can’t stand the light And now I think I hear The voice of a thousand million stars The night… the voice of the night Night, Oh Night If I find at last my shelter in your arms Will you let me in and stay? Do you swear you’ll take me there? Oh I’m not afraid and I’m still alive Night, Oh Night There’s a riddle to be solved within the dark And there’s a miracle in each sound That heals my scars now that I’m hurt And Now I can hear the sweet owl’s lullaby The night, the voice of the night Will you let me find my song among those notes? Golden sun is hidden and moon caress is cold Will you let me find my song among those notes? My heart needs to get warmer and it can’t wait for dawn It can’t wait for dawn The voice of the night…
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I imagine I lay quietly in your bed I see you're sleeping, but you cannot sense my gaze How could you see me invisible as I am? Then I nestle, try to clasp you round the waist and feel you're breathing resting my lips upon your neck How could you feel it... (feel me, feel me now!) intangible as I am? But I'm right here and I'm so brave I dare to love you. I dare! I imagine... Oh my mind just flies so wild! The words I utter seems to get dry in my mouth How could you listen inaudible as I am? Are you deaf not to hear my words? Are you blind not to see me around? Are you just heartless? But if you're scared, dare open your eyes If you're slept, let me wake you up You may curse your soul if you deny me Just imagine I'm right here
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En la tierra donde el aire encadena Ahí yazco iluminada por la etérea luna llena y su rostro fantasmal me invita a descansar pero me advierte que no voy a despertar pero ¿a quién le importa ya? ¿Quién ha reclamado mi alma de piedra? Mi corazón no late y las manos se me cierran atrapando en vano el tiempo... Y es mi sueño el que roe mi alma el que apaga las estrellas Es mi sueño el que sufre y se calla cuando se hiela en mis venas Mi sueño muerto... dentro de mi... Lo oigo gritar ... ...olvidado entre tinieblas Es mi sueño el que hiere y desgarra y se aferra a la existencia Lo he perdido en el abismo y no lo encuentro Ha sucumbido en el silencio y no lo tengo y es que sólo ha de salvarme ya encontrar un sueño nuevo Ah, mi lamento ha volado lejos, se lo llevó el viento y ahora vuelve susurrando ¡niña en pie! aquí está tu nuevo sueño Ahora vuelve susurrando... ¡Niña, en pie! Aquí está tu nuevo sueño Translation into English In this land where air is like a chain that traps you There I lay illuminated by the ethereal light of the full moon And its ghostly face invites me to rest But it warns me I'm not going to wake up But who cares anyway? Who has claimed for my soul of stone? My heart doesn't beat anymore my hands are closing Trying to retain time in vain My dream is tormenting my soul extinguishing the light of stars My dream suffers and keeps silent When it gets frozen in my veins My dead dream inside of me I hear it crying... It's forgotten in the gloom It's my dream, hurting and tearing as it grasps its own existence I have lost it in this abyss and I can't find it It has succumbed into silence and I don't have it Now I can only be saved if I find a new dream Ah, my lament has flown far away carried by the wind A wind that now comes back whispering to me "girl stand up! Here's your new dream" Now comes back whispering to me... "girl stand up! Here's your new dream"
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Now the dream is over yet another dream is still to come Now I'm daring face my dream, dreaming... Dream! Ab Antiquo, Ab aeterno

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This project that could be placed in the “ethereal gothic genre,” is a compilation of themes I’ve written on over the years. Some of them have been rescued from my childhood long before I ever dared to sing them. Some hidden in folders full of dust, others that have always been muttered shyly till I gave them a new shape. Songs portrayed as stories that highlight the dual nature of all things, the bitter and spellbinding dark side of fairy and ghost tales: haunted houses, faerie creatures, mourning willows, dreams and hypnagogic nightmares… A fantasy in the realms of twilight. It’s been a very intimate journey for me, an experience that allowed me to feel again “old passions”, “old fears”, “ancient shadows” casting over me their undeniable influence in shaping my being till I have become what I am. A journey within that now I’m longing to share with you… Use the player at the side to preview the songs and you'll find a link to purchase the album directly from me with no intermediates.

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released October 31, 2006

Priscilla Hernandez

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Priscilla Hernandez Navarre, Spain

Ethereal gothic singer-songwriter and fantasy illustrator from Spain.
DISCOGRAPHY: Ancient Shadows (2006)
The Underliving (2011)
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